back after days of slacking.
was having ca's since last week. it will be going on till next week.
had add mathematics and social studies today. was stuck at the very first question when doing add mathematics. i was like, "oh my god. . i'm going to fail. that's the end. ." i was stuck halfway so i proceed on to the next question. it was quite manageable but was stuck again at question 4. cracked my brain for awhile but still cannot slove it. so i do the next part of the question, then finally the last question. after that, i left around 10 minutes for 2 questions. i tried attempting the two questions but still could not solve it. had no choice but pass it up. hope i can get some method marks. xP
that was only the beginning of the day.
after add mathematics was english lesson. got back our expository essay. hahas. i got 22!! only 5 person got 20 and above and i'm one of the five. CONGRATS QIANYU!! wakaka! but maybe lucky lucky then got 22. anyway, did corrections and manage to get it done brfore going downstairs for Physical Education (P.E). it was so fun. jupiter played against neptune. it's so coincidental that the 4 sistaz in 3e8 wore jupiter, so we are in the same group. hahas. it was a fun game, really. won! 1 vs 4! lols. since laying frisbee for such a long time, this is the first time our group win. but it's better late than never. xP
next, RECESS!! whoa!
i helped fenfen bring her books and uniform to the table while she help me buy the $1 rice. lols. our usual order. accompany cheryl go bookshop because she wanted to buy something. at the same time, i help bren buy ruler. it costs 40 cents. that's expensive as compared to popular bookshop. it only costs 25 cents. 15 cents is a big difference. it may not be you, but it may be a big difference to some people. so, please SAVE!! be thrifty!! xD
had elementary mathematics right after recess. lokey had mood swings. was worried about her. when darlin walked past my class, she tld me that lokey was crying:in her classroom. fenfen, bren and i went to see her. her eyes and nose were red. wonder what happen to her. fenfen throw her a packet of tissue and we ran back to our classroom.
took back our elementary mathematics CA3. did not score well. . only got 21/30, which is 70/100 . . it's just A2. . haiis. it was not my expectations. i expect higher. hmm. but what's done is done, no point crying over spilled milk. just work hard next time. JIA YOU QIANYU, YOU CAN DO IT!!
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last period . .
social studies . .
having CA too. did not start answering the question. it is a source-based question, asking to infer from the picture. lOls!! i really do not know what the picture is about. just could not figure out what the picture is trying to convey. it seems kinda. . weird? hahas. nearly had no time to finish my paper. was chiongin even when ms chong said 'put down your pens.' but manage to write finish my last sentence. hahas. actually had nothing more to write.
*bell ring*
went downstairs to the dance room and found it lock. so accompanied fenfen to the canteen. and some thing happen over there. hmm. not so convenient to say. it lasted for around 40 minutes and poor lokey was waiting for me. thanks. muacks! ^.^
hmm . .
What I had wanted to voice out is that it is really unfair. I mean, we are just merely late. So what about those who did not even bother report? What about them? Although they do not have ranking, that does not shows that they are not important. They are equally important as the rest of the members. Does it mean that the members without ranking can report late? Somemore, it’s not considered as late. It’s not as if the whole school is waiting for me. There are others who are there too right? You are just exaggerating; making a mountain through a molehill. At the first place, I’ve already mentioned that I do not want to take this job but you insisted. Now it’s my fault? I had wanted to tell you this previously but since I am at fault. I shall shut up. However, this is my blog. I voice out whatever unhappiness I have. That’s none of your business. If you feel unhappy after viewing it, that’s sad. Blame it on your curiosity. WHO asked you to see? And YOU! Don’t think that he will help you in whatever difficulties you faced. You are an apple of his eye is because you have done a great job in this thing. You bear to sacrifice your time for this thing. But I can’t! Never would I think that I would give up my dance nor piano nor anything for this. And I’ll never do, Like you have said before, this is kind of a voluntary work. Be glad that there’s someone there for you to do this work. I’ve carried out my duty. It’s true that I am late, but there’s no delay in anything. Except for that day, if not for HIM. HIM again. Everything is HIM, HIM, And HIM. Since you like HIM so much, might as well ask HIM to stay and do it for the rest of HIS life. Don’t you think you are bias? Obviously, you are. Maybe because you have been living on a bed of roses; with HIM always there to correct things, make sure everything goes smoothly and etc. And you are unhappy as you would have many ‘cups of tea’ to drink. I’ve only been in this for approximately 1 year or less. It’s only kind of a beginning and you expect more because of the rank. Now, I tell you: strip off my post if you like. I wouldn’t care. As long as I report as instructed and did what I am supposed to do, I think I’m correct.
wow. . that's really long.
enough of the unhappiness. . more of the happiness. .
Recently, sistaz spent more time compared to last time nowadays. There are 1 sistaz in 3e7 (lokey) , 4 in 3e8 (fenfen, bren, binbin, qianyu) and 1 in 3e9 (cheryl). Although all are from different classes, our times spent together are not less. We eat together almost everyday during recess. Sometimes after school too. And every time, I will feel very happy when being with them. There’s a special kind of bond that makes me feel accepted. Just wanna say,
Sistaz, thanks for being so supportive, understanding and caring. I may not even be who I am if not for you all. I love all of you so much. Sistaz forever! Muacks!hmm . . ending here. anyone who have any comments, please feel free to post it at the 'chit-chat box'.
take cares guys.
=))
miracles does happen . . don't they ?